Seeking Balance…
From the farthest memory I can conjure I’ve sought to balance in this lifetime.
Born of the sign of the Scales, 5 planets sitting firmly in my Libra house, I am a born balancer. Chaos has always turned me off. I have sought balance and depth this entire lifetime. It wasn’t until I began tearing down my external world was I truly able to uncover the depth and profound beauty of my internal world… If I had listened closer, sooner, I could hear the faint call beginning to grow in sound throughout the years.
I can look back and see how the subtle cries were always there just muted by the clutter of noise arising in what became known as “my life” .
It was during a period of deep questioning to God that I began to demand answers.
I had listened, I had followed all the signs. I had taken the steps, I had built the vision!!! For what? Why had he asked me, urged me, Pushed me so feverishly to transform my whole world, to just leave me there? Suspended. I found myself in this new space in time, surrounded by a new business, new home, and new people for more Lessons??
My new business became an overwhelming lesson of me juggling too many hats and spreading my light too thin. My new intimate relationships became shockingly huge let downs. New friendships became incredibly fleeting making me look back and ask was that even real? Was this all there was? Had I somehow missed the message or perhaps MISREAD the signs??
About three (EMOTIONAL) weeks later, I found someone divinely important to this whole story- I met my mentor. I was pulled to her in the way stars are aligned in the night sky.
My real work was to begin… My soul work.
My own journey into the deep dive of my past. As I began to clear out the memories, I began to see the connections.
The answers to the whys…. Past lives became vivid in this life and the divine understanding that we are all powerful beings that have the innate power to heal our conscious and sub conscious wounding during this incredible timeline here on Earth.
To be given this gift of guidance, changed my life. Allowing me to authentically align my external and internal worlds and truly step into the Wise Woman I have always been.
It's through this intense transformation of myself and the awakening of my conscious understanding of what I have actually been doing all along, that I am able to rise up and take your hand to begin guiding others on their own journeys to awakening... Everything is possible. Sometimes we just need guidance to get there.